i hope i have the permission to speak freely :)

[mrwheels]

i want to say first and foremost that i am a nobody and i am not important in the bigger picture of life...i accepted that a long time ago...and i probably will not make a difference in most peoples lives

i am ok with that

as most of you know i am in a wheelchair with cerebral palsy and my sex life is watching porn....and at 49 years old i am still a virgin...i am in no way embarrassed by that..that is what i am in life....and i am not saying that to get pity or anything

i habe met a lot of awesome people on VNA who love naked women and porn as much as me..and im npt going to lie sometimes that alone is worth the sense of community and family than just watching porn alone

vicky is wonderful to me..im lucky she digs me :) i am the same person online that i am in real life..i don't have any hidden agendas

and the performers in the camshows are considerate of me...when i joined i was nervous that i would not have a good experience because i type really slow and im mostly home bound meaning im not around people in social situations and i don't play the hit on girls in hopes to get laid games

the reason im saying all this is because when im in the cam shows there are a few guys who say they dream about fucking the models and maybe want to get into porn

im not saying anything bad about that maybe its true...or maybe its just a male fantasy that they hope is true

fantasies are good..i have tons and tons of them and i have orgies in my head..thinking that porn girls think that cerebral palsy guys are the true alpha males with a delicious cock

but i know those are fantasies because in real life i know in never going to be a porn stud in the movies making girls wet like shane diesel,,,its not going to happen i know that

i just find it funny that these guys say they are super horny...and to give them a fair benefit of the doubt that is true they are horny

who know if they are playing a game by saying they want to do porn.... maybe they are trying to get noticed...and that is ok

but im just me and i know im a nobody with cerebral palsy..and if there is anyone on the planet who legitimately has a right to climb the walls because they are horny.....its me

im not saying im better than anyone else..because im not

im just saying lets keep VNA in the right perspective

all i know is i the performers help me cum and i feel accepted and loved....and is a true gift to me...and for that they are a part of my soul :)

im never going to ever meet or even have the remote microscopic chance of ever fucking them

thats my life...im a nobody..that maybe sometimes makes the performers smile maybe even think im a friend if im lucky...whatever friend means in the porn world..honestly i think they see me as a anonymous but awesome fan boy

i would love to be delusional and think they love me when i tell them im masturbating and not think less of me

[Hornylady9]

Yes, it is true Mrwheels that so many think they have what it takes to be in porn but when they are told to get an agent. They don't have an answer for that. More than most of the ladies in the industry that I have met really dislike getting the question from guys. I totally fell the guys who want to be in porn need to talk to a guy in the industry!!!!!

Zany

[mrwheels]

life goes on and the planet keeps on spinning i guess

[CGYMike]

I've met a lot of girls in this industry Mr. Wheels, and a few guys too. Some of them are the most amazing people I have ever met in my life...just regular people with extraordinary jobs...others not so much. You want to know true happiness? Finding a girl in the grocery store who says 'Hi' to you...or a girl in an online chat room who might have the same life experiences as you do, who might want to roll into a Starbucks to have coffee and get to know you. That's where you find it.
You're not a nobody my friend. You've just as much of a right to take up space on this planet as anyone else, and don't ever think otherwise...you matter.

Cheers Brother
Mike

[WalterB]

Mr. Wheels, we are not 'nobodies.' None of us. if you stop and think, we are all here basically in the same boat. We are here because we like beautiful women. And, to quote my father, some of them should put on a dress and stay home. But, to me, ALL performers are, as Mike said, normal, everyday people who happen to love sex and can make money showing it off. The phenomenal growth of porn is directly tied to the proliferation on personal and home computers.

This all started out in print, in the '40's and probably earlier. Porn itself has been around forever. Ever heard of Pompeii? It was buried by the eruption of Mt. Vesuvius in 79 A.D. It was rediscovered in the 1700;s, buried under many feet of volcanic ash. In restoring it, they have found many examples of pornography painted on the walls of people's homes.

In the 50's and earlier, porn was in little black and white booklets, both dirty and black and white pictures, but cartoons as well. Then, as technology progressed after the war, they started making 8mm films. This meant that you had to go out and buy an 8mm home projector. Then the industry progressed to home computers, That was good, and certainly beat getting out the old projector and setting it up just so your could beat off watching a grainy movie. That's why I bought my first computer. I heard there was a lot of porn on the internet, and I wanted to see, lol.

People have always liked sex. Porn has always been here. It is a GREAT outlet for us outside the industry. Porn isn't generally for making friendships, MrWheels. It generally takes a site like the VNA and a performer as warm and welcoming as Vicky Vette. I would hope you would be happy here just joining in the conversation and chatting with people. That is what I enjoy. Talk to the models just like you would anyone else. They are just people, just like we are. Just talk to the ladies. You can tell them you are handicapped, but don't dwell on it. This isn't the place for that. I understand your feelings, and no way can I really realize what your life must be like.

Have you joined any groups of like-minded folks? I mean wheelchair bound folks who still want to get out there and play basketball, who want to get out there and race - or just mingle with like-minded people who just want to get out there and have fun - like everyone else. You are an intelligent, productive member of society, MrWheels. You just need to get out there, find support groups to start. If you aren't impressed by one, try another. You have a computer. Spend a little less time (just a little less, lol) here and look for support groups in your area. I have no doubt they are out there. You still control your destiny, MrWheels. Get out there and show us what you can do.