Ask Samantha Anything

[SamanthaGrace]

Hello Everyone!

I haven't posted in a while.

How is everyone doing? Feel free to ask me anything...

I created an onlyfans and loyalfans recently. After tons of begging from a few people. I always thought... I don't need to do that, I have the same thing with my website. Why update something else, when everyone is here? Well, a few people said they just like using those apps as an addition to my site. So, I made one. You ask and I deliver. That same someone on loyalfans, DMed me this evening. They suggested I make a little ask me anything thread on the forum. It would be more fun to have everyone play along.

I also changed my avatar. I felt 5 years was long enough. I need change. Haha...

[WalterB]

SAMANTHAAAAAA!!!! S1o good to see you posting. I sure hope you're well and happy.

OK, here's one for you -- Do you think you might start VNA cam shows again??? A lot of people liked that. We like to see and interact with you. Plus we've got a whole new group of members who may not have yet experienced the wonder and excitement of Samantha Grace!

[SamanthaGrace]

SAMANTHAAAAAA!!!! S1o good to see you posting. I sure hope you're well and happy.

OK, here's one for you -- Do you think you might start VNA cam shows again??? A lot of people liked that. We like to see and interact with you. Plus we've got a whole new group of members who may not have yet experienced the wonder and excitement of Samantha Grace!

Walttttt!

Haha... That's an excellent question. It's a packed in question. I will give you a nice long story.

It's been rough since June 2020. My break which I intended to be only a couple of weeks, went way longer. I drove to visit relatives June 2020. I had to get out of LA. LA during early covid wasn't where I wanted to be. I wasn't enjoying the sardine can. I had a health issue that had disrupted my cam shows on and off during late 2019 and early 2020. When I was visiting family, it hit a head. I ended up in the ICU for a bit. Then in the regular hospital. It is why I vanished suddenly. I healed up. I had medical team of specialists stumped. I went to surgery. They solved it in surgery. Years of trouble solved in minutes. I decided to stay because I still had a few months of seeing specialists etc where my relatives live. So, then we move forward. I am recovering by building my body up with vitamins and food. I was so exhausted. I had a relative take their own life. It was very difficult for my family. Because of the age and relationship of said relative. So, a lot of things took me in another direction. I didn't mean for all that to happen. I was ruin down physically and emotionally.

So here we are. I moved to the woods. I got rid of my place in LA. I still have stuff there. But with all this I decided I was being shown, this isn't the time to live in LA. Get out for a bit. Go where it is quiet. Focus my energy another way. I now have a small house but I have a relative who has moved in with me. I do not have the room to cam. I also, do not feel comfortable camming when they are in the house. Which limits me at the moment. I am hoping once the housing market is less crazy in the area I moved to, I will be able to find something of a proper size. I would really like an outbuilding set up for camming.

[greggl]

Welcome back Samantha. I'm sorry about everything you had to go thru but I'm glad you are feeling better now. And your new avatar looks great.

[SamanthaGrace]

Welcome back Samantha. I'm sorry about everything you had to go thru but I'm glad you are feeling better now. And your new avatar looks great.

Thank you!

I'm almost complete with the rebuilding stage. My labs are looking better lately. I finally have certain stress hormones lower. Part of the going to the woods, was to bring down my stress hormones. I lived in the heart of LA down the street from Sony Studios. The city can be stressful. The quiet has been good for me. Even if I lived in a nice condo community with gardens what not. I guess I needed more nature. The woods have been doing well by me.

I am actually glad I went through it. It taught me a lot. I learned to take charge of my own health and wellness. I also, took charge of my own life in a lot of ways by moving. I loved the time I spent with relatives. That was soothing for the soul. LA during covid times, very stressful and very lonely. Everyone was on high alert everywhere because it's a sardine can. I made the right choice to get out of dodge during all that. My neighbors are about 2 acers from me on onside. The other side is a big open field. I am living my new dream now.

I also, got back in touch with my spiritual side too. I kind got so busy for a few years, I lost touch with that. This kind of woke me up. It was like a voice reminding me, pay attention to that part of me. If you don't you stress and become ill.

The suicide didn't have to happen. I think it was the effects of lockdown. This family member being afraid of it all. I also think they were lonely. They were already prone to depression. But all the fear and isolation I think added to the problems. I know a lot of people have dealt with people close to them passing the last couple years during all this nonsense. It is hard when it is someone young and a big part of the family.

[stickyvicky]

Wow that's just heartbreaking. I had no idea. Sounds like you made all the right moves though. So glad your health has improved! Especially glad you are on the forum! It's been lonely being the only model on here!

[SamanthaGrace]

Wow that's just heartbreaking. I had no idea. Sounds like you made all the right moves though. So glad your health has improved! Especially glad you are on the forum! It's been lonely being the only model on here!

Awww.... Thank you Vicky! I am glad to be here. I love posting. I love being on the forum for our members. I like getting to know everyone. I love the personal touch to it all.

I had no idea how stressed I was until I got out of the rat race of LA. I used to think it was the jitters from caffeine. I do love coffee and tea. But nope! It was stress hormones, on high alert.

[WalterB]

When I was out there, I lived down on PCH in Lomita. When I would go out in the morning around 6 or so to go to work, I could hear the traffic on the 110 freeway, which was 2.1/2 miles away. That's how much traffic there was headed for LA at 6AM.

[StevieP]

Welcome back Samantha... I am sorry your return is along with some heartbreaking and sad news and I hope you adjustments and new ways are going to be so beneficial to you moving forward. It's good to see you here.

[SamanthaGrace]

When I was out there, I lived down on PCH in Lomita. When I would go out in the morning around 6 or so to go to work, I could hear the traffic on the 110 freeway, which was 2.1/2 miles away. That's how much traffic there was headed for LA at 6AM.

I could hear the 405 from where I lived.. Maybe a 1-2 away? I would also schedule my life around traffic. I would leave my house from 9 am- 3 pm. If I had an early morning, I would leave at like 5 am to beat traffic and arrive to whatever appointment hours earlier. Again, in the evening I wouldn't head out anytime before 7:30 pm.

Not just the traffic is stressful. So, many other things are.

[SamanthaGrace]

Welcome back Samantha... I am sorry your return is along with some heartbreaking and sad news and I hope you adjustments and new ways are going to be so beneficial to you moving forward. It's good to see you here.

Aww... thank you. I am glad to be back. It's been weird. Some things are the same. But so much is so different now.